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| Hey, wow, alot of shit has happened in past like 3 weeks...
I got a girlfriend, Amber Rose Tourangeau, who took my heart, i know it sounds mushy but fo Reall nigga. She made me the happiest person on earth, i mean, just talking about her puts a smile on my face, but, now it's all over, she broke up with me about a week and a half ago and shit been going downhill for me, i finally know how it feels to get your heart broken. I get sick and dizzy when i think about the times i hung out with her, i still get really upset thinking about it, and sometimes i cry myself to sleep. I never was so serious about a girl, but now, i am. I love her. She made me so happy, she made me feel like i could fly, and the sparkle in her eyes gave me chills. I just wish she would take me back, i would do anything. I tried so hard to be perfect, but i never am. I never can give as much as i take in. And i hate myself for that. Sometimes i wish i could just get over her. But this time is different then all the other girls i was able to get over quickly. I love Amber so much, i would throw a lasso around the moon and drag it down for her. I would die twice for this girl. She makes me smile while i cry, i dont know, i just never felt this way before.
I'm done.
P.S. i quit my job
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| I dont know what to say. But im really fuckin bored right now. I thought bruce was gonna stay over tonight but, i went to his house at 10 and he wasnt home so i guess that plan went straight to hell.
I had to work today. Which sucked. I will prolly get my hours reduced again or even worse, fired. Cause i dont do my job cause everyone there just is plain out gay and they are all bullshitters but you know what thats life. But i might quit as soon as i find another job somewhere.
I'm talking to MELOL again right now, and shes boring.
im done.
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| Ok.I made MELOL do shit for me so i would update this shit. I dont know why. But whatev. So i worked today? and it blew by the way. Pushing carts in the rain isnt the most awesome thing in the world. Well anyway. This is so hard to type a decent amount in this shit anymore. I wish i could go back to like 6th grade when Xanga actually was worth writing in. But MELOL is a cutie face and im doing this for her, (this time only) but anyother time ill do it cause im bored. I hate my life. I hate my job. I hate my school. I hate my town. I hate being single.
Right at this minute im taking a bite of a hotdog. And its yummafullllll hellllll yeahhhh... Well this shit is getting gay...
HOOPPLAAA
ahhh im done.
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| Hey I'm really bored. Chilled at paul's house with chris last night it was fuckin fun. haha. I really haven't stopped thinking about monica all weekend for some reason rhough its been really weird. I really like her and i get this feeling that she maybe kinda likes me but im really scared that she doesn't and then ill just look stupid if i asked her out all like knowing she said yes and then she said no. That would fucking blow. Well she's awesome. I just hope maybe for the first time in my life someone that i like will actually like me back.
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| Okay. So i haven't updated in awhile.Big Deal. So i have been doing basically nothing for the past like month. I got mid-terms next week. Fun fun. But yeah i don't know whats going on with my love life anymore I'm really confused but i really don't want to stay on that topic for a long time.
Yeah so, i went to the haunted high school on Tuesday and hung out with me Mel. It was fun. A lot of fun. Haha. I didn't go in but she did. I didn't have any money. Yeah, so that was good. And this weekend I have to type up a project for history but that wont take long. If I don't do it then i will fail, and I'll be screwed because i already failed the first marking period in history. I also think im failing math because i never did a make up test. Oh well. That sucks. It's not like i need math im getting a job as a cashier. (sarcasm). Yeah. My life is pretty much boring for the most part. I don't know what I'm doing tomarrow or who i will chill with or talk to. I never make plans. I might see if Vinnie from tech wants to go to the movies. That's about it. So all good? Yeah, i think so.
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